Today My Future Changes! :)

As of today my last day of work at my current company will be Friday October 19th. Some may seem confused about this but me, I'm so extremely happy that I cannot even begin to put it into words. Where I work now has been a great company, but I find myself in a sort of rut and now I need to get out of this. I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet, all I know is that I want to do something different, I'm sick of the office and my desk. I want to see different people everyday and just plain do something different, I'm to young to sit at this desk for the rest of life especially when I can sit here day after day and know that this is just not me.

All of these thoughts have been building inside of me for awhile, a change has been needed in my life. I'm lucky enough for the first time in my life to have a man in my life to lean on at this time. When I explained to him that I wasn't sure what I wanted to do just that I wanted to do something else, he did seem a little hesitant however he smiled anyway and told me to do what makes me happy, make sure I really think about it first and he will support me 100%, he assured me that we will be OK, and we will get by and that's all I needed to hear from him. Now granted I wont be doing much shopping lately which is a small bummer, but never the less I'm so excited to be stepping out into the world and having nothing be planned or set up for me yet.

I'm hoping to spend some time with my son, some time that I always feel like I miss, and I'm really hoping to find a job that doesn't pull me from him as much as my regular 9-5. I don't know whats ahead of me, I just know I love this feeling in my heart right now, not knowing the future but knowing that I will be okay.